For some reason today, MJ doesn't want to sleep by herself. She's been doing really well lately. I can even put her in her crib only half asleep and leave the room, and she falls completely asleep! She hasn't done that since she was 4 months old! But not tonight. Her daddy came home and up she went to be with him only.
So now I'm in bed alone. Which makes it hard for me to fall asleep. As if I didn't have that problem already. Lol. I know both of us can't wait until MJ will sleep thru the night completely by herself consistently. But it may be awhile. Especially when we take away her binkies for good. Right now she has them for naps and bedtime only.
Otherwise just feeling like a used napkin. I was a means to an end for someone. And I rather didn't enjoy it. Felt like an after thought, as all these conditions had to be met. At that point why bother? It was actually an invasion on my time. Already had my day put together, then oh you show up at my doorstep cause you're bored and don't want to do work and you have cabin fever? What are you, 12??
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