Tuesday, July 15, 2014

sleepless nights.

Hello again. Again with the sleepless night, because MJ decided she was going to wake up and party like a rock star. Took me 4 hours to get her back to sleep, all while sacrificing the beautiful sleep I could be having. And the worse part, my hands have been in so much pain all day!!!! So all I have wanted to do was try to relax and stay calm. It's not easy, and just as easy for anyone around to make me go off on them and lose my temper. I try really hard not to do that on MJ, but days like today make it difficult to not want to run away screaming into a pillow. 
I know part of her being awake is because she didn't want to nap during the day. I was surprisingly OK with it, and she ended up falling asleep about 6:15pm. It was quits nice having the evening to myself, but not nice when I couldn't go to bed myself. I just hope when she finally gives up naps altogether that she doesn't party in the middle of the night like tonight. 

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